As 2015 approaches, I’ve been going back through a lot of things — my goals for the coming year, my approach to the socialnets, my plans for various projects, this blog — and starting over. You will see this reflected in the fact that I’ve deleted most of the old posts here.

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So much has changed in my life since I started this site. Maybe I’ll take some time to chronicle some of those changes in future posts, but honestly part of the change has been that I have lost my last vestiges of patience with the narcissism of the Internet. My creative aspirations have taken somewhat of a back seat to my renewed battle against chronic illness and disability, as two years ago I had a breakthrough and have been making strides towards resuming my long-dead career as an athlete (now disabled-athlete) that I would have previously thought impossible. It has been an incredible journey to places I thought I would never be able to reach again, but I continue to be quite profoundly ill much of the time and live in a state of suspended terror that it will all come crashing down again.

More about that shortly, as I am facing a turning point with this new journey that I have been on….since continuing the forward momentum with my health and quality of life has become my priority, second only to my children, all of my other plans pivot on what has to happen for that to be possible.

For now, I just wanted to have a fresh update on here to replace all the old posts that I deleted, and to say that you can expect a lot more activity on here going forward. One way or another, 2015 will most definitely be the most important year of my life to date. It should be quite a ride, and I can’t wait to tell you all about it.